arrgghhh... how much do i hate skool...

all my subjects seem to haf something wrong with it...

english lit - my teacher is... well.. she dusn't consider us a "priority".. so we neva get ne of our tests/assessments bak.. so i can't do nothing to work on it...
history- my teach is soooooo disorganized! i sometimes wonder if she even knows wat she's teaching us! a diff thing everyday! 'n she neva remembers to photocopy stuff for us.. so i have nothing to work of... pain in the bum realli...
p&l- wat's the chances tt i'd get the same teachers for BOTH p&l 'n history?
intro calc- i suck at math.. need i say more?
chem- wellll.. i've fallen asleep 5 times in the past 3 lessons... teach is sooooo boring! he just stands there and talks... and talks.. and talks.. and talks.. and talks... etc etc. i could go on forever...
jap- again.. my teach.. talks fast.. talks soft... i cannot keep up... i might as well sit there with a sign plastered to my forehead.. "huh?? repeat!!"

but yes.. other than tt! things are fine.. oh.. but then there's all tt stuff with D... haf we sorted things out properly? coz A asked me today... "y r u walking with D?".. 'n the onli answer i could come up with.. which wasn't exactly a lie... was.. "um.. they're a frend?" .. bsides.. it wasn't realli an answer.. it was more or less a question answered with another question.. i dun think A believed me... but then.. dus it realli mata? i dunno.. i can't realli tell anymore...

y can't things go bak to normal? can't lower skool last forever? i hate hate hate hate hate upper skl at this point in time.. shoot me.. please..