hmmmmm.... afta tokkin to some of da pplz bak hm ( i.e trish 'n mel!) i actually feel better! i think i just needed to tokk to some of da pplz hu i was 'familiar' with...lol... but yeh.. THANKS GUYZ! see? it all just goes to show... ur frenz realli are there for u.. they mite not even noe how they've helped, but if u can develop such a frenship where a long distance fone call can make u feel one thousand times better? than keep tt frenship as close as u can! bcoz if someone can affect u from just over the fone, then it must be something worthwhile! =)
but yehh...i went to the um.. "beach" today....lol...heaapss funny... i gez s'poreans dunno wat they're missin' ova here... i mean... anyone heard of waves? wat's a beach without waves? its some artificial crap of an island which is like 95% made of pollution anyway... lol
uh-oh....gotta go...i JUST realized the time.. heheh... oopz... lol... but yeahhh..... i feel better now... so things are all gd... heah... =p but tt dusn't mean i'm not missin' perth like hell... i feel as if i'm missing out on heaps of stuff! even if it dus mean exams... ah well... as a not so long lost fren sed 2dae.... "shit happens"... n i think we all say "aye!" to agree...
i wanna go home.... ='( i dunno y eh....i used to feel realli realli comfortable 'n stuff in s'pore... but now its all weird! even with my cuzin's 'n stuff... i just feel as if i can't act normally....i feel weird... totally out of place...it's strange... 'n it's making life shit as anything eh... as if it hurts to live... i wish everything would just go back to being normal. or at least to a way where i can feel comfortable to a certain extent? coz now... life's just crap.
hmmm... u noe.. being in a different country just makes me appreciate wat i have bak home. its the stuff tt u take for granted... not like the weather... or the clean air... but like...my frenz... 'n just the way tt i am able to live in general... things in s'pore are so different tt i can actually see how valuable things really are. i can't seem to comprehend y i would eva take for granted the great frenz tt i'm surrounded by... its weird tt onli leaving wat u've been so comfortable with until u can see what it realli is...
i think i'm gonna head into a state of depression soon... slowly...i can feel my self becoming more and more...just...i dunno... there's a word for it...but i dunno how to explain.... i think i'll explode sooner or later... but better sooner than later i think... then at least it'll be over and dun with... argh....this is crap. life is crap. hope it blows over.
hmmm... u noe.. being in a different country just makes me appreciate wat i have bak home. its the stuff tt u take for granted... not like the weather... or the clean air... but like...my frenz... 'n just the way tt i am able to live in general... things in s'pore are so different tt i can actually see how valuable things really are. i can't seem to comprehend y i would eva take for granted the great frenz tt i'm surrounded by... its weird tt onli leaving wat u've been so comfortable with until u can see what it realli is...
i think i'm gonna head into a state of depression soon... slowly...i can feel my self becoming more and more...just...i dunno... there's a word for it...but i dunno how to explain.... i think i'll explode sooner or later... but better sooner than later i think... then at least it'll be over and dun with... argh....this is crap. life is crap. hope it blows over.
oh yeh...just for ur information...heh...i got my suitcase opened...lol...i was sooo freaked eh! like...i had to go to my cuzin's wedding...'n like i had no clothes! ssttrreessss....lol... but it all turned out ok...so it's all gd...=)
hmmmm..... i think i need to sleep better ehh... at the rate i'm goin...i'm gonna just crasshh one day...
hmmmm..... i think i need to sleep better ehh... at the rate i'm goin...i'm gonna just crasshh one day...
*yay*! i'm in singapore!! after a realli realli realli long flite...i meann...it was onli 5 hours...but i absolutely hate aeroplanes...lol...hmmmm....i'm totally knackered...everything is incredibly surreal...its like...i'm here...but then i'm not? chey...i think i still need more sleep...ah well too baddd.....
i hope everythin' is all rite bak in perth...i left some 'issues' unresolved...i noe...bad decision... but i was strapped for time... i hope tt everyone comes to their senses and realizes that we can just forgive and forget...and for some other ppl...tt saying untrue stuff is exactly the same as LYING....so hu's accusing hu of lying? i don't even want to noe... but for all those of u involved...keep me posted yeahh??? i need to noe the resolution...(if there ever is one)..
ok...i did the STUPIDEST thing....i feel sooo dumb!!! so i packed all of my stuff rite...'n then my dad told me to LOCK my suitcase...so i did! (see? i'm soooo obedient! hah!) ... and tthheeennn... i took my key... locked it....and then left it in AUSTRALIA!!!! so now i'm here more than one billion miles away...without clothes....argh! soooo craaapppp....i'm stressing... i'm on holidays! and i'm stressing!!
ah crap! eaheah...my sis just got the stereo up 'n running.... IDOL!!! GUY WONN!!!!! yyeah!!!! heahaeheh.....now i'm happi...lol....i just need to think...GUY WONN!!! 'n all my 'stress' is driven away...heahaehe...ok...time to listen to the Final 12 cd...heahe...aussie power!! heahaeh....yyeaahhh.... keep me posted guys!!
i hope everythin' is all rite bak in perth...i left some 'issues' unresolved...i noe...bad decision... but i was strapped for time... i hope tt everyone comes to their senses and realizes that we can just forgive and forget...and for some other ppl...tt saying untrue stuff is exactly the same as LYING....so hu's accusing hu of lying? i don't even want to noe... but for all those of u involved...keep me posted yeahh??? i need to noe the resolution...(if there ever is one)..
ok...i did the STUPIDEST thing....i feel sooo dumb!!! so i packed all of my stuff rite...'n then my dad told me to LOCK my suitcase...so i did! (see? i'm soooo obedient! hah!) ... and tthheeennn... i took my key... locked it....and then left it in AUSTRALIA!!!! so now i'm here more than one billion miles away...without clothes....argh! soooo craaapppp....i'm stressing... i'm on holidays! and i'm stressing!!
ah crap! eaheah...my sis just got the stereo up 'n running.... IDOL!!! GUY WONN!!!!! yyeah!!!! heahaeheh.....now i'm happi...lol....i just need to think...GUY WONN!!! 'n all my 'stress' is driven away...heahaehe...ok...time to listen to the Final 12 cd...heahe...aussie power!! heahaeh....yyeaahhh.... keep me posted guys!!
weird... somehow...i can't slp! i lie in bed and think..."i'm gonna die tm if i don't fall asleep soon..."...but then...i just lie there and all of these thoughts come into my head... and soon enough, i'm thinking way too much - which means i'm not exactly sleeping or on my way to sleep.... sleep is wen ur mind is supposed to be at rest rite? i thought so anyway...
oh yeahhhh....as u can see...i've added a "chatterbox" onto the side... can u pplz (*ahem* M.T, R.T 'n T.S!!!!!!) refrain from "junioring"??? just for ur information...i CANNOT clear the history... so literally...wat's sed is sed... once u post something...there's no turning back...
oh gee...this is gettin long...and its gettin late...hmmm... 3:28 AM...crap... i should go back to try to sleep...ah well... =)
oh yeahhhh....as u can see...i've added a "chatterbox" onto the side... can u pplz (*ahem* M.T, R.T 'n T.S!!!!!!) refrain from "junioring"??? just for ur information...i CANNOT clear the history... so literally...wat's sed is sed... once u post something...there's no turning back...
oh gee...this is gettin long...and its gettin late...hmmm... 3:28 AM...crap... i should go back to try to sleep...ah well... =)
singapore here we come!! can u believe it?? i've onli got like...1 dae left of skool? and 5 days left in perth??? woohoo...lol...can't believe it tho eh...seems like jsut yesterdae wen my parents asked mi if i wanted to go...
somehow...i'm actually scared of going...i haven't seen everyone ova there in more than 2 years! 'n altho i've spoken to them 'n stuff...i can't help but feel tt its gonna be heaps different...maybe even awkward....hmm...we'll just hafta see when i get there...
somehow...i'm actually scared of going...i haven't seen everyone ova there in more than 2 years! 'n altho i've spoken to them 'n stuff...i can't help but feel tt its gonna be heaps different...maybe even awkward....hmm...we'll just hafta see when i get there...
hmmm... totally busy week... exams here and there... suprisingly i actually did ok... i was EXPECTING to fail....damn hard....argh...
this is so stoopid...being around one heck of a massive fight... it all asks me to think...y are ppl so damn stubborn???? forgive 'n forget...maybe they should think abt tt... do i reckon they're eva gonna get over it? prob not.. pity they happen to be 2 of my closest frenz... worst thing is...everyone's taking sides...hu's winning? well...tt's pretty obvious...hu's rite? i gez we'll neva noe...
this is so stoopid...being around one heck of a massive fight... it all asks me to think...y are ppl so damn stubborn???? forgive 'n forget...maybe they should think abt tt... do i reckon they're eva gonna get over it? prob not.. pity they happen to be 2 of my closest frenz... worst thing is...everyone's taking sides...hu's winning? well...tt's pretty obvious...hu's rite? i gez we'll neva noe...
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