why.do.i.even.care.so.much?

i'm so stressed right now. i don't even know why!! like.. normally i don't freak out for tests.. but for some reason, i'm really freaked out about this accounting mid-semester test/exam thing... i'm so scared.. i think it's becase even though i understand everything, i don't feel 100% confident! and i know that the only way i'll feel better is if i study more.. but i feel like i don't have the time to! the test is on friday.. i've taken friday off so i can study.. but cramming isn't something that i want to be doing! so that leaves tommorrow and thursday.. thursday doesn't really count because i've got a full day at uni.. so tt's like.. just tm!! i'm soooooooooooo freakkkeeddddd!!!

need to relax. and need to chill. not to mention pray! geez pheebs! u'd think tt that would be the first thing u remember.. my goodness. oh gosh. now i'm starting to talk to myself!! okayyyyyyy. need to take a chill pill.

*what.a.great.day!*

wow! u know, i haven't had so much fun in quite a while! the perfect blend of strategy and planning.. and just doing.. STUFF! hahaha. yeah. today instead of having the same old ypg, we had a fun and games day.. hehe. it was fun! there were quite a few different games. all of them were in teams.. it was funny coz the committee split us into pre-determined teams, and they labelled us as cold-blodded, warm-blooded, fruits or veggies.. and we had to find out wat we were, and then find out familiars. so yeah. after we got into our teams, we played timed charades/pictionary where the team had to form a number and the guesser had to guess it. charlene rocked! we took the record of 8 seconds! to make 166!! lol. even beat the other team who had the number 15! hahaha. go roman numerals hey. =D so yeahhhhh. thennnnnn, we had a scavenger hunt. the codes were pretty cool, even though some of the letters were out by a bit.. it was still fun decoding them. hehe. =) then we had activities in the middle of the hunt.. one was throwing an egg off a balcony to hit different point-areas on the ground.. except u had to make a basinet type thing to protect your egg. coz your points only counted if your egg wasn't cracked.. so yeah. tt was funny. coz we had our first egg, and it broke even before we had thrown it off! hahaha. so yeahhhhhh. lol. thennnn the other activity was forming a transport system to get water from the bottom to the top balcony... and seeing how much water you could get.. such team work in that one hey.. it was really gd! thennnn, there were water games.. "protect your fortress". haha. very creative! had to dress up one person {a.k.a our fortress.. a.k.a jonno} in toilet paper.. then make water bombs to go destroy other fortresses (wet them with the water bombs so their toilet paper came off).. but also protect our own fortress.. it was preeety fun.. except the fact that by the end, ppl were using buckets and tipping water all over ppl! and i got TOTALLY drenched!! i swear, liz, chris ong, TIM, zayzay.. all those guys.. mannnnnn! worse still, i was wearing jeans and i din bring a change of clothes!! lol! so booohoooo! lol. annnywayyyy. it was fun anyhow. =))

the bbq food was yummmy. =) haha. gd team work from b4.. and all in like half an hour! we did the chicken, the beef patties, the salad and potato salad! hehehe. those younger guys.. they rock hey! really productive and really helpful too! =)) good stuff guys.. =D

anyywayy! here's a photo, dedicated to my wonderful team-mates. heheh. after all, we did win the prize for best team work. hahah. =)


charlene,jono,justin,me,kat and lioney

*a.ray.of.sunshine...kinda anyway!*

sooo. after a day at uni, i went n bought bubble tea for pplz at home.. i actually drove to koorong, coz i wanted to pick up some books, but then i realized that it was a public holiday!! stupid uni. makes the day so weird. hahah. it really didn't feel like a public holiday. haha. anyway. then i came home. and so here i sit chattin to my cousin in s'pore. and he's telling me these really lame but funny jokes.. here are just two.

#1
Q: what do you call someone sitting in a tree holding a brief case?
A: a branch manager

#2
Q: since Noah's ark had three storeys, and they only had windows on the first storey, how did they get lights to the other 2?
A: they used floodlights!

kekeke. i found these weirdly funny.. lol. for some strangeee reason. hahaha. but yes.... haha. i think i'll go now. =)
byee.

*management.SUX!!*

grr. and i thought we were meant to be studying the stuff we actually wanted to study once we got into uni.. but noooo. lol! management is so stupid hey. not only are the lecture and tutorial times totally bad. but the stuff in the course is so stupid. i'd rather be doing accounting! and i'm like... number-illiterate!! lol! it's soooo stuppiidddd. and frustrating.. coz i actually need a 70 percent average in order to keep my scholarship. so i gotta do well. oh and i also wanna get on the VC list. so. lol! fat chance there!

anywwwayyyy. i'm majorly tired. spent the whole morning working through the books at work. as in the account books. lol. =p it's so not my thing. lol. but i'll do it anyway. =) okayyyy. so i'll be going now. =) tata!