wow! 8 days without posting! =)) recorrrdddd.
meh. so the past week and one day. wat have i been doing.......? weirdly i can't remember ey. nothing real special. oh wait! saturday night. went out to celebrate chris's b'day... HAPPY B'DAY chris! =D we all went to extremem leisure afta ypg.. i gotta admit that at first i wasn't too sure abt going.. seeing that it's not really up my alley.. nor is it really my thing to run arnd with a laser gun shooting ppl. loll. but.. i went anyway.. and it was pretty fun! i think i'd hafta think twice abt goin agen.. (i think i'd rather shop... lolll). but still.. it was pretty gd. lol. the greens won the first.. but then the reds kicked butt (with the help of da pro/psycho army dudes).. lol. they were fully psycho eyyyy! u shoot one - u gotta deal with da whole pack. loll. but yehhhhhh. i was a happy camper. "defending" our base. hahaha. kept dying. wahaha. yeeppp. i sux.. lol. =p but annywayyyyyy.. i'm still sore now ey.. can't walk up the stairs (nor down) at skl.. hurtsss... *sob*sob* but meh. it'll pass..
ooh. meant to go for that wisdom tooth surgery thingo on wednesday. but it got pushed to friday. still dunno if i'm gonna do it by IV tho. i'm fully freaked at the fact that i won't be 100% out wen they cut into my gums. lol. i'm just scared tt i'll feel it.. or see blood. or see anything for that matter. it's pretty daunting.
thennnn. i got my p&l test bak. the one that i thought i did gd on? grrrrrrr. moral of the story for today: NEVER count the chickens b4 they hatch.. soooo stooooopiiidddddddd.. that stupid one question. was worth 8 marks. only got 2. so it totally brought down my percentage. after 15/15 in the multi choice.. then losing a couple of marks for careless errors, i ended up with a rank of 4 and a percentage of 76%. so the teach printed out the ranking sheets and stuff... turns out i'm a B so far. that's... seriously under expectations. p&l is meant to be my best subject too!! i'm so peeved. but gotta work hard for the next assessment. i hafta get over 85%. need to. grrrrrrrrrrrr. still angry at myself for that really.
annnywayyyy. i've also been driving quite a bit. a short drive here.. a short drive there... hopefully i'll go for my test in april.. tt's the earliest tt i can sit it.. seeing that i'm a september baybee. trish told me this mornin tt she had a dream tt i told her i went for my test n passed on the first go! yepppp.. gonna make THAT dream come true. hah.
annywayyyy. me headin off. it's 10:22. and i want to "turn in" haha.
who noes if u'll hear from me for a while. i'll try and be good and studyyy (like everyone else). sooo till nxt time. tata!
p.s if u need to noe how to answer the phone properly as a receptionist, i can help u. i'll even give u a worksheet on it! [how gayyyyyyyyyyyy!! someone talk mr dunn into letting me drop that freeeeeekkiiiinnn subjecttt!!]
sooooo... check this out.. i thought it was pretty wikid. haha. rach has no life to do this.. lol =p
y.p.g - wholehearted
y.p.g - i will praise him
the.quartet - abundantly & adonai
click on the links above and u'll be able to see the ypg choir and the quartet in action.. live from the chinese new year tsunami dinner... =)))
tell us wat u think!.. or wait.. on second thought.. maybe not.. lolll.. jk. =)
enjoy.
y.p.g - wholehearted
y.p.g - i will praise him
the.quartet - abundantly & adonai
click on the links above and u'll be able to see the ypg choir and the quartet in action.. live from the chinese new year tsunami dinner... =)))
tell us wat u think!.. or wait.. on second thought.. maybe not.. lolll.. jk. =)
enjoy.
haiyah... mighty tired. and still not even half way through my enormous pile of hmwk/assignments. really. i can't wait for this year to be over. for TEE to be over. *sigh*. my brain is saturated with reallly weird facts.. russian revolutions... australian constitutions... stuff like that. while it's definately better than chem or physics.. still.. my brain is dying.
mehhhh... must get bak to the bks. need to finish!
cya all.
ohh. i'm still workin on gettn the photos from the cny dinner. shutterfly is beinga poo bum. and webshots is all full. grrr.
mehhhh... must get bak to the bks. need to finish!
cya all.
ohh. i'm still workin on gettn the photos from the cny dinner. shutterfly is beinga poo bum. and webshots is all full. grrr.
wow. yep. mood definately better now. feeling a bit more on the positive side of things. =D
annywayyy. the tsunami fundraising dinner was on tuesday.. success! heheh. the practices really did pay off.. and government house ballroom is really really nice. heheh.. i really like the lift! the food was great too. although, din really get to eat much. gotta admit i wasn't feeling great on the day.. but now that i look back on it.. it's seems really gd. lol. weird huh? but oh! the kids were wikidddd.. hehehe. they did so well! their actions were flawless! i'm so proud of them. very very talented bunch of kids.. well done guys! =D ypg was gd too. altho the back up music could have been louder.. but oh well.. we sang well... quartet went good too! even tho john din step down and i did.. so it looked a tad bit unbalanced.. but the singing was gd.. heheh. and finally.. main choir.. it rocked!! hahaha.. the aunties din make it eep at all! there was heaps of energy coming from it all.. definately a gd idea to put main choir last. hahah.. at least our voices lasted longer. hehehe...
annnywayyyyy.. skl is gd. lots of work to catch up on.. coz i missed mon and tues and a bit of wed... but hey. just for the record.. it was NOT wagging.. aiyoh. quite annoyed at that. EVERYONE accuse me of being a wagga. lolll.. those days were not wagging coz i wasn't even at home.. was duin stuff for the dinner... and going to appts and stufff... oh how i wish skl would be over already. but yeah.. so i've gtg now. lots to do. and it's late. on second thought. might just hit the sack. tirreeddd.. niteoz! =)
annywayyy. the tsunami fundraising dinner was on tuesday.. success! heheh. the practices really did pay off.. and government house ballroom is really really nice. heheh.. i really like the lift! the food was great too. although, din really get to eat much. gotta admit i wasn't feeling great on the day.. but now that i look back on it.. it's seems really gd. lol. weird huh? but oh! the kids were wikidddd.. hehehe. they did so well! their actions were flawless! i'm so proud of them. very very talented bunch of kids.. well done guys! =D ypg was gd too. altho the back up music could have been louder.. but oh well.. we sang well... quartet went good too! even tho john din step down and i did.. so it looked a tad bit unbalanced.. but the singing was gd.. heheh. and finally.. main choir.. it rocked!! hahaha.. the aunties din make it eep at all! there was heaps of energy coming from it all.. definately a gd idea to put main choir last. hahah.. at least our voices lasted longer. hehehe...
annnywayyyyy.. skl is gd. lots of work to catch up on.. coz i missed mon and tues and a bit of wed... but hey. just for the record.. it was NOT wagging.. aiyoh. quite annoyed at that. EVERYONE accuse me of being a wagga. lolll.. those days were not wagging coz i wasn't even at home.. was duin stuff for the dinner... and going to appts and stufff... oh how i wish skl would be over already. but yeah.. so i've gtg now. lots to do. and it's late. on second thought. might just hit the sack. tirreeddd.. niteoz! =)
[mood]: |angry|depressed|
so much has happened.
i dun think i've ever felt more stressed before. i just feel like i can't cope with everything. i'm way too over committed, but there's nothing that i can cut back on. wat i don't get is how ppl be in the same year as me, and yet can be so stress-free, still have time to vege out and relax as if they don't have anything to do, while i'm here working my ass off to meet deadlines and to do everything right for EVERYTHING?? it's just NOT FAIR.
after a completely stressful first week at skl, and an even more stressful weekend, which was basically staying at church till 4 (yes. in the morning) on friday recording and practice the stoopid ass quartet song, then not being able to wake up on time on sat to study (which pissed me off completely.. and got me off to a REALLY bad start), then choir in the arvo (which actually went alright this time round..), then lioney's b'day gathering (which i REALLY shouldn't have gone to.. coz i had WAY too much stuff to be doing..), then back to church again to record the ypg song.. until bout 12, then church again on sunday morning (not being able to wake up early to study again), then children's choir (where i competely lost it at them. i felt really guilty, but they were just being freeeeeakkiinnn-ly *#!@#$!^.) thenn church choir (being way too stressed to concentrate wen i played.. buggered it up..), then feeling really numb (bcoz of my hyper-stress-levels) wen i half led ypg choir... then finally wen i got home, i worked and worked and worked and worked. then finally got everything done.. realllllllyyyyyy.. it SUX being stressed. i turn into such a bitch ey. and i really feel bad for how i am to the ppl arnd me. my patience just turns to vapour. and i lose all form of self control. i hate that feeling. REALLY.
so after all that stress.. today still din go that well. woke up late. din go to skl for half the day. went for an appt, then went to skl for the last 3 periods. anyway. the day was going okay... up until lunch time. that's wen everything started going wrong. stoopid yr 11 guys fighting us for the crappy ass bench. had mr. francis AND ms. hedley come over trying to sort it out. mr. francis's solution was to share. and ms. hedley's was for us yr 12 gals to leave. stoopid ass. anyway. so after push here and push there. and after being provoked, jas bit one of the boys. to cut it all short, the boy dobbed. and so it turned into a 'skl-conflict', and thus it was dealt like one. jas got the worst of it tho. got the S for 3 days. it's way bad hey. it should never have happened. anyway. now it's all majorly depressing. my emotions are all numb now. n i dunno wat to do nemore.
everything is slowly spinning out of control.. one by one, i'm losing my grip on the things in life... all the things i was comfortable with... i find myself getting really easily agitated and annoyed.. at everyone. including my closest friends. i really could cry. just break down. things are just going from bad to worse. and there just really seems like there's nothing that i can do. slowly, it seems that i'm gonna be the only one left. and i'll still be crying.
gtg. bye.
so much has happened.
i dun think i've ever felt more stressed before. i just feel like i can't cope with everything. i'm way too over committed, but there's nothing that i can cut back on. wat i don't get is how ppl be in the same year as me, and yet can be so stress-free, still have time to vege out and relax as if they don't have anything to do, while i'm here working my ass off to meet deadlines and to do everything right for EVERYTHING?? it's just NOT FAIR.
after a completely stressful first week at skl, and an even more stressful weekend, which was basically staying at church till 4 (yes. in the morning) on friday recording and practice the stoopid ass quartet song, then not being able to wake up on time on sat to study (which pissed me off completely.. and got me off to a REALLY bad start), then choir in the arvo (which actually went alright this time round..), then lioney's b'day gathering (which i REALLY shouldn't have gone to.. coz i had WAY too much stuff to be doing..), then back to church again to record the ypg song.. until bout 12, then church again on sunday morning (not being able to wake up early to study again), then children's choir (where i competely lost it at them. i felt really guilty, but they were just being freeeeeakkiinnn-ly *#!@#$!^.) thenn church choir (being way too stressed to concentrate wen i played.. buggered it up..), then feeling really numb (bcoz of my hyper-stress-levels) wen i half led ypg choir... then finally wen i got home, i worked and worked and worked and worked. then finally got everything done.. realllllllyyyyyy.. it SUX being stressed. i turn into such a bitch ey. and i really feel bad for how i am to the ppl arnd me. my patience just turns to vapour. and i lose all form of self control. i hate that feeling. REALLY.
so after all that stress.. today still din go that well. woke up late. din go to skl for half the day. went for an appt, then went to skl for the last 3 periods. anyway. the day was going okay... up until lunch time. that's wen everything started going wrong. stoopid yr 11 guys fighting us for the crappy ass bench. had mr. francis AND ms. hedley come over trying to sort it out. mr. francis's solution was to share. and ms. hedley's was for us yr 12 gals to leave. stoopid ass. anyway. so after push here and push there. and after being provoked, jas bit one of the boys. to cut it all short, the boy dobbed. and so it turned into a 'skl-conflict', and thus it was dealt like one. jas got the worst of it tho. got the S for 3 days. it's way bad hey. it should never have happened. anyway. now it's all majorly depressing. my emotions are all numb now. n i dunno wat to do nemore.
everything is slowly spinning out of control.. one by one, i'm losing my grip on the things in life... all the things i was comfortable with... i find myself getting really easily agitated and annoyed.. at everyone. including my closest friends. i really could cry. just break down. things are just going from bad to worse. and there just really seems like there's nothing that i can do. slowly, it seems that i'm gonna be the only one left. and i'll still be crying.
gtg. bye.
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