hidi... it was partially for u actually...just... in general i suppose... coz heaps of problems haf been comin up everywhere recently... so yeah.. i gez there's just stuff which i've been wanting to say for quite a while...just.. there's neva realli been a "right" moment for me to say it... but yeah... i gez it'll all pass... so i'm just gonna let it. but hidi.. honestly...trust me...it'll pass ok? trust me on this one... i noe it's the most hurtful thing... but it will pass... just pray abt it all k?