ugh.

being sick is realli crap. crap crap crap. can't breathe properly. 'n i'm always so unhappy! arrghh.. mooodiness. not good. i hate being realli bitchy to everyone. but somehow, i just can't help it. it's really bad.. i'm making the ppl arnd me hate me. coz i have no patience these days. but y can't they just understand? 'n then just NOT piss me off???? GEEZ!

i've got so much anger again. i keep making everyone elses problems my problems, 'n i dun even sort out the problems which i alreadi have! so i've just got problems, more problems.. and oh! MORE problems! all of which i don't noe how to solve. i'm messed up inside. can't see wat's right and wrong. and worse, everything around me is just pissin me off. what should i do??????? i think i'll lose it one of these days.