this week has draagggeedd on!! lol.. the hours feel like they're getting longer and longer and longer... but.. i honestly can wait until next week comes.. test everyday! p&l, chem, intro calc, then 2 japs.. grrr.. the only thing missing.. is history and eng lit.. history luckily i just completed most of the assessments.. and lit.. well.. that's week 9..

japan here i come!!! 24 days and counting.. gosh.. i think now.. it's just in that in-between period.. it's not that far away.. but it's not that close either.. hmm.. i dunno how i feel about going eh.. i'm a bit worried? but happy in a way.. i'm looking forward to it.. but i'm scared. i dunno how i'll feel once i'm over there.. ppl keep tellin me that i'll get used to it and tt i'll be so busy that i won't have time to notice my home-sickness.. but u noe.. as soon as i'm on japan soil, I'LL NOTICE IT! it happens that way.. my homesickness has nothing to do with people.. it's to do with the place that i'm in.. heck i was in s'pore last yr 'n for the first week or so i was homesick.. and my entire family was with me then! so.. i think this time.. it might be a lot a lot a lot worse.. and i'm freaked. all i can do.. i guess.. is pray.

i really do hope that i'll get through next week.. it's gonna be so busy! i really dun haf time to waste.. i should be studying now actually.. hmmmmmm.... it's really a crap time to have gotten addicted to gunbound.. raaccchhh!!!!!!!!!!!! punk!!! she converted me!! and got me hooked.. grrrrr... as soon as i come hm from skl, i usually end up playing.. tt's not a good thing!! lol.. really.. it's like.. DISTRACTION!! major!! lol... self control i gez.. and discipline is really wat i need.. hahahaha.. oh well.. good luck to me i suppose.. lol. ok going. bye.