soooooo.... oral speech today.. it went. C-R-A-P! so weird! last nite i was soooo confident! i was like.. 'yeahhhh.. no worries! =D'.. then as soon as i walked into the exam room.. i was like.. 'ahhhhh shiitteeeee'... freaaakinng ccraaaappppp... so ok.. it could have gone A LOT worse.. but this is like the worst i've ever done in an oral! i completely forgot EVERYTHING that i was gonna say... i had absolutely zilch confidence.. and.. the answering questions bit was real bad too! i forgot all my vocab! grrrr.. i was just so nervous!! see.. it's not good to make last minute changes.. problem was that my speech hadn't been checked.. so i got it checked by noriko-sensei bout 1/2 an hour b4.. NOT A GOOD IDEA. i couldn't remember the changes!! grrrrrrrrr. ohhh. then to top it all off.. i went and got my intro calc thing back... see how this sums it up...



worst thing.. only by 3 marks!!! it wasn't even a good fail! lol... that would've sucked more tho.. lol. but yeh eyyyy.. i was expecting to do really really really crap.. but u noe.. deep down i really hoped that i would pass... even 51% would've been alright.. chehhhh... sucky... 48 crappy percent... nyehhhhhhhhhhhhh.. ok.. peeved off at today... hope tm goes better! and hope that no one gives me a reason to get all pissy either.. but knowing tm and wat i'm duin.. chances are that they will.. and i will too. grrrrr.

this week = lowlight said the magazine

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