whoooooops! how did exams suddenly get to be starting on monday??? it was like.. yesterday that trish duyen and i were talking on the bus saying how exams were "soon-ish"... but geeeez! they start on monday! and yet. here i am. sitting on my bed.. facing 3 exams this week (yes i noe.. i'm one of the lucky ones). and yet i'm still not motivated to study. i'm starting to think that the word "motivation" doesn't really describe me anymore. bcoz.. i do have the motivation. but somehow, the motivation isn't acting out as it should. you know. normally when you get motivated you actually end up doing that thing which u're motivated to do? welll.. i don't exactly fall into that category.. i'm motivated to study. i know i have to. and i kinda want to. buttttt. i just haven't actually studied yet! lol. freakyyyyy. ain't it? it's kinda bogus. kinda screwy too. lol. and i noe this is insane saying this. but i'm worried for discrete. all that slacking off hasn't really done me much good. it's seeerrriouslllyy bad. the worst thing is that it's the only one that has to count for sure. worse. the other 4 are actually good. taking the average from the other 4 would put me in a really good position. but including discrete now.. i think it brings me down a bit. whoooooops! this is sucky. coz discrete is relatively easy. it's all to do with logic and problem solving. not so much calculations. so.. it's not too bad u noe? but still! it's hard in its own way. aiyoh!
anyywayy! for those of u who in ypg who haven't heard yet (you should've coz i've called everyone in the ypg... lol!) we're doing a farewell thing for josh. it's at 7pm at my place. pizza for dinner. pretty much just gaming the whole nite i think? if anything else comes up, we'll do it. =) but yeah. that's the plan. call me if u need to know anything more. =)
okayyyy. even tho it's 11:05 right now.. i'm gonna get off my butt to do something. then wake up early and study. (wahahahaha. yeah right!!!! lol! =p) but yeah.
g'nitez all! annddd. to all the yr 12 churchlanders, esp the chubstaz.. all the best for your exams! make sure u eat breakfast! (and that's a lot coming from me..!) oh. and if you're reading this.. u bad bad bad bad bad person! hahahaha. go and study already! heehee. =p okay.. final goodbye.
cheerios! oh btw. i am WAYY to happy atm for a yr 12 chick about to face mocks. lol. =p okay. byeee!
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