*my mind is a jungle*

last night, prior to clean up, i had 1.4GB left on my 200GB mac hard drive.

my pet peeve: having no space on my hard drive.

but. i realise that my mind is a jungle.

here's an example of how my thought process have been recently. just to demonstrate this psychosis.

START
(1) obviously, if i have no free space left on my hard drive, i must be accumulating lots of junk.
(2) i then realise that i'm evidently technologically incompetent because i can never figure out how to properly diagnose the proper way to delete things on a mac coz when i delete stuff, it hardly changes the hard drive stats.
(3) the thought of junk then makes me think of my room and all the unnecessarily unpacked boxes i have.
(4) then, gosh. how much stuff have i left in perth!! i should really bring more stuff over.
(5) but where to put everything!
(6) the lack of PHYSICAL storage space in my room now. need to buy a new cupboard.
(7) oh my goodness i'm never buying IKEA furniture again coz it's so dodgy.
(8) i'm annoyed that i get annoyed every morning when i yet again, realise that one cupboard door doesn't close and that my drawers can't take all my clothes because otherwise they'll break.
(9) i still think i don't have enough clothes over here.
(10) i should really go shopping. especially for work clothes.
(11) wow i saw a really nice bag in mimco the other day. it was on sale from $480 to $200. my heart broke when i left it in the store.
(12) i haven't actually bought my annual bag this year. surprise surprise.
(13) the ted baker range was weirdly bad this season.
(14) i started carrying my pink canvas ted baker to uni because my other uni bag broke.
(15) man it's sad that i forgot to stop by a zinc in singapore to restock [on bags].
(16) i forgot to buy a bag. but i did buy shoes. =D.
END

okay i know 16 is a weird number to end on. but quite literally, that's where my thought process ended. i went from... not enough space on my hard drive, ending up at buying shoes in singapore. leaps and bounds.

it's probably because i'm tired and my mind keeps jumping around radically. but. bob [the "neighbourhood" cat who loves to sit on our front porch for days on end, even though we still don't know whether he has an owner yet, but assume he does because he's pretty and clean and looks very well fed] randomly came in to the house the other day [as he does] and let me take photos of him as photographic evidence that he exists. he expressed exactly what i think i should be feeling.



for those of you who haven't met bob yet. now you have.