ok ok. ypg under the stars pics have been added. see the navigation on the right hand side above the chatterbox to find it! =D rivercrusie pics will be up shortly... once alan gives them to me... lol. =p

enjoy. me gotta go! p&l 15% assignment waiting to be done. due tm! haven't started yet. ahhh!! catchaz! =D
argh.

debate.

we won.

but i'm still unhappy.

why?

dunno.

can't explain.

argh.
rivacruise was good!! hehehe... all i can say.. "go trish!!!!" hahah.. tt gal was awesome! lol.. had to be there to see it.. =) i'm soooooo tired eh!! my knees are killin' me.. aiyohhh... altho.. i will try 'n put sum photos up.. everyone looked soooo good! except me of course... totally under-confident.. lol...=p but yeah.. ALAN!! gimmie ur camera! i gotta get all those pics.. lol. nadia too... i'll bug u guyz until i get 'em.. hehehe =)

aiyoohhh.. gonna hafta deal with my peer mentor group tm... lol.. most of 'em are okay actually.. but still... they take a lot of time 'n effort. 'n plus i dunno if i'm duin the freakin' debate tm nite.. haven't even started preparing yet. and alex still isn't bak at skool.. so hmmmm... stress stress stress.. plus i realli should be studying for chem.. test nxt week.. and english lit too. gotta memorize stuff bout henry reed. neone got ne good info? gimmie gimmie gimmie! i swear.. can't find nething on the net. oh weeeelll... gtg. catchaz. *wink* =)
hmmm. i hate chem. really. i can't remember a single thing of wat we do in class. not good. hmmmmm. should really consider doing sumore work. stress. and more stress. all tt i feel these days.
geez.. y is she so freakin pissed off at me?? wat did i do???????????????????????????

oh gosh.. the worst thing. going to skl then having to face every morning sumone hu realli likes to tokk to u, then someone hu likes tt other someone, hu hates u coz u talk to "their" someone... geeeeeeeeeeezzz..... sooooo troublesome eh. all those 'looks' too... it's sooooo damn unfair... i din even do anything! y kn't i just be frenz with this person without neone saying anything? everytime we get "closer" as frenz, everyone just jumps n 'suspects' stuff n starts sayin all kinds of stoopid stoopid things.... kn't we just be frenz? once again i say.. it's not fair.

aside from tt... everything else is pretty ok.. tho jap is goin pretty bad.. serves me right for not studying properly... i just sat there! couldn't think of anything else to say... "etto.. etto".. lol..

bowling today! yay! hehee....hafn't been bowling since i got bak from s'pore.. should be ok i gez... tho, i'm not realli in much of a bowling mood today... i just feel like sleeping. too tired to do anything actually.

oh well.. gtg... 8 o'clock. gotta leave for band. bubai! =D


*create in me a pure heart, O God
and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
do not cast me from Your presence,
or take Your Holy Spirit from me*

psalm 51: 10 - 11
i found these long ago.. 'n i wrote it into my little book of poems, proverbs 'n stuff like dat... here goes.

| when the door of happiness closes |
| another opens |
| but often times we look so long at the closed door |
| that we don't see the one which has been opened for us |

| the happiest of people don't neccesarily |
| have the best of everything |
| they just make the most of everything |
| that comes along their way |

| if the tears should ever cloud your eyes |
| if the rain should ever darken the skies above you |
| you'll be alright |
| because i'm here for you |


woohoo! japan japan here we come!! =D

hidi... it was partially for u actually...just... in general i suppose... coz heaps of problems haf been comin up everywhere recently... so yeah.. i gez there's just stuff which i've been wanting to say for quite a while...just.. there's neva realli been a "right" moment for me to say it... but yeah... i gez it'll all pass... so i'm just gonna let it. but hidi.. honestly...trust me...it'll pass ok? trust me on this one... i noe it's the most hurtful thing... but it will pass... just pray abt it all k?
heinz!! hehehehehe.... so i listened to trish... =)) ain't he cute? =p
ooo.. just added the picture section... sorry eh.. it's got real crap pics... lol... i'm gonna start making full use of havin a digital handy.. hehehe.. =) but yea... the pics range... s'pore.. perth.. yeah... =)

hmmm...problems problems problems..
everywhere... problems.

i want to help / i want to be able to be of use / but all of a sudden i'm at a loss of words / i don't noe wat to say to help / wat i think; i'm scared to say / does anyone agree with wat i think? / i'll neva noe unless i say something / but i can't / it's a risk