*whoops.*

heyyyyy. okie. so i noe that it's been ages since i last posted.. and i've actually been on now and agen to write some stuff down, but, i've just never had the chance to actually click the word "post". so! here's just what i wrote previously. =))

wow! these past 2 weeks have gone by so fast! last last week was the ypg presentation night, then last week was youth camp! so much stuff to get through hey! but yeah. it was all very fulfilling and all very much worth the effort and the lack of sleep! the lessons learnt will always be hidden deep in the corners of my heart.

from last last week, preparing for the skit and the music items, i don't think i've ever felt that much stress! even through the exams, i don't think i felt that much pressure hey! like. we recorded a CD that we sold (we sold out by the way).. and then getting ready to present everything on the actual night, plus the fact that i was in charge of door sales and all that.. it was all quite rushed! but either way, the whole night turned out to be a complete success! we managed to raise over $1000 so it was great! =)

thennnn. youth camp started. it kinda started off bad bcoz i didn't get enough sleep leading up to it. see, a group of bethanians (from the singapore church) came down to perth, and they left on sunday night.. oh oh oh! which reminds me! we saw dani from big brother at the domestic airport!! hehehe. both enoch and cheng went up to her and got photos taken with her.. hahahah. =p wat sussheads! keke. but in the best way. it was quite funny. =p annnywayyy. yeah. so we went into youth camp really really tired, but we were very ready to listen to God's Word. thank God for pastor and for s-p chris for coming down from s'pore hey. they really opened my eyes to see a lot of things, and also made me realize things too! we had a lot of fun with the team games on those days, but it was great because the camp was also "Word-Centered".. so that was great!
- 17th July 2006

okay. then there was another post, but i never really got it started. it was a blog post abt my trip to KL and genting highlands. i actually only got back on saturday.. the trip was so good hey. there were so many things about it which opened my eyes to see things differently... there's way too many for me to post up here.. but my uncle, my grandpa.. just seeing family.. also travelling up from s'pore to KL and to genting.. it was all quite character building actually.

anyway! so now uni is back.. first week usually isn't any work.. but i can already feel the pressure that i'm gonna feel throughout this semester.. hrrmm. tt's y i'm taking it easy this week.. =) oh oh oh! i finished watching the korean mini-series drama "FULL HOUSE".. hahah! if u haven't seen my msn nickname.. kim sung-soo is soooooooo HOT! hahaha. =p plus, he speaks fluent korean AND jap.. and he even speaks english! haha. he's really cool! hahah. =p but yes. okay. enough drooling for one day. haha. =)

*it's been too long*

wow! i haven't posted in quite a while hey =p. but time has been going by really slow. ever since having to defer my management exam, everything has been going slowly downhill. last last week, after sitting my accounting exam, i got sick! was sick through the week, even through the weekend.. unfortunately for me, my management exam was on monday, so i had to defer. i really resent that. i wish that i would've been well so that i could've just sat the exam and gotten it over and done with.. bcoz now, i've still got one exam to do! and everyone else is on holidays! sux don't it. the exam will be between 17 and 19 july. which means that i have to change my plans to go to s'pore. i was originally meant to leave on the 17th.., but i guess that has to change now.. =(

annywayy. i've been in search of a new job.. well.. an additional job i should say.. bcoz i only get 8 hours at ace of hearts.. n i want more dosh! lol. soooo. anyway, to my suprize, my boss asked me whether i'd like to be "promoted" to be a sales representative in addition to working in the warehouse! this means that i get to go arnd to the different stores to check up on their stocks and to tidy it up and sell more products (the cards, gift bags, ribbons and all that stuff).. basically it's just selling stuff. and the best thin is that i know the products quite well now coz i've been working in the warehouse for quite a while.. so yeah! it seems like something that i wanna try out.. =)) plus it means i'll be working extra hours, so i'm happy. =))

annyway, we're having a home worship tm for ypg.. lol. basically it's just a time of lots and lots and lots of singing.. hahah. and i'm playing piano on that little itty bitty shoddy keyboard. lolll it's only 4 and a half octaves!! so pathetic. hahahah. =p but oh well, will have to do our best eh? but yeah. i hope it all goes well. =))

annnndddd. ypg is having a presentation night! to raise more funds for the youth camp. the presentation night is on the 8th of july. $5 bucks a person. =) there's gonna be a skit and singing items and stuff. gonna be heaps of fun! =)) so yeah. come if u can! heheh. watch us make a fool of ourselves.. lol. =p

okay okay okay. i'm gonna go now. hahah. seeeee ya!

oh oh oh! one more thing.. in the light of the WORLD CUP FEVER... this guy is sooo hot!! hahaha. he's a midfielder for japan.. ;) hey. don't get me wrong, i'm all for australia.. but this guy.. he's just... HOT! hahaha. =p by the way, his name is atushi yanagisawa. number 13. =))


too bad the picture is so small. haha.

*crappy.course*

meh. i'm so frustrated over this stupid course. i finally decided that i'm going to change to political science instead.. haha. i so hope that i'll enjoy it... but who noes hey... lol. it just kinda seems more up my alley.. in a weird academic-ish sorta way. but then it's kinda weird, coz as much as i like political and legal studies through yr 11 and 12, i found it kinda tedious.. coz of the having to remember examples and all that. but hrm. =S we'll see how it goes i guess. =p only got one more assignment to get done.. then i'm done until exams! lolll. sucky that this assignment is proving to be the hardest yet.. coz i gotta be verrryy creative.. literally. lol. which sux kinda. coz i don't mind creating stuff, but writing creatively just isn't my kinda thing. lol. =p

anyway. i'll check in laterz. byee!

*runaround.*

hey! soooo. i've been really busy and not been able to post much these last few weeks. anyway! nxt week is the last week of classes! whew! but man, how fast do these semesters go by hey! i'm so freaked. still got 3 assignments and 2 exams to get through before i'm totally free..

anywayy. on monday. it was quite funny. after getting pulled over by the cops (it was totally unreasonable! - failing to keep left on a multi lane road).. i could die. lol. but yeah. so my car was unlicenced bcoz we din get the renewal papers. soooo. i couldn't drive my car monday or tuesday. so, on monday raph was nice enough to take me to uni.. haha. after picking me up, i went with him to get his hair cut.. took soooooooo long. 1 and a half hours of waiting! hair etc is SO not worth it. lol. anyway. thennnnn. i needed to buy some poster card thingo for my management poster presentation (that was due on tuesday), so raph drove down beaufort st to try and find a stationary shop. unfortunately for me.. and with the bad luck that i have, we didn't find anything. SO. we drove home.. or at least tried to! haha. being in s'pore for 6 yrs must have had quite an effect coz i really don't think raph knew where he was going. hahah. i ended up telling him to "go where your heart pulls you!" hahaha. annywayy. he was like... "i feel like turning......... right!".. haha so he did. and we ended up going in one big big big circle. haha. so yeah. it was all getting a bit confusing.. looking like we were driving through pasendena town.. but yeah. we were happy once we saw this sign.. hahah.



keke. it's always gd when u see a sign that points out which way NORTH is! hahaha. =p so yeahhhhhh. we hopped onto reid hwy.. and soon enough, we were home. =))

so yeah. that's the adventure for this week. sunday doesn't count. coz that was NOT an adventure.. tt was a nightmare! so for now, i'm absolutely terrified of driving on the freeway! i think it'll take a little while for that to change. =S

anyway.. see ya later aligators!

*yay! new template!*

heylo people! (if there's anyone that still reads this deserted valour of information that is...). lol. anywayyyyy. yeah. i got home today after a very very very very long week, and i just felt like changing my blog template. this one is so much better isn't it? a lot more.. happier. hahah. anyway.

so today was mother's day. that means that yesterday everyone started to prepare everything. silly thing for this yr is that i was put in charge of food.. now anyone who's ever been to a BETHEL gathering/event before.. you'll know that food at bethel is a really big thing. so this year we decided to take the food one step up. this year, we gave the moms menu's! it listed various ranges of entrees, salads and main course dishses, to the drinks and desserts that would be served to them throughout the lunch. i think they really liked it! thanks so much to those ypg girls who made them and put them together yesterday.. =) gd job! thenn. also to the girls who were doing the gifts.. they turned out sooo nice! =))

but yeah.. overall i think that mother's day 2006 turned out pretty well.. the kids sang really gd. esp for the number that the had! only like.. 9 of them? they rocked! hahah. ypg was pretty gd too. altho a bit off at times. hahahah. go to the YPG BLOG and check out the video clips and the pictures too. =)

okieee. i'm signing off now! laterz! have a gd week everyone. =)

*funny as!!*

check this out! hahah. ave sent me an email with all these funny pictures.. hahah. gotta admit.. it makes u laugh hey.. =p



and then this one...


haha. okay. so maybe i was in a really weird mood? but yeah. it was really funny. haha. =p

*wellllll....*

well. it's been a while since i last posted.. but now that i'm posting.. i'm doing it from my very own new laptop!! kekeke. =) yay! finally! hehehe. i waited so long hey. lol. but yeahh.

annywayyy. uhh. yesterday. went fishing with rach, enoch, cheng and jj... it was actually kinda gd! we were getting bites and that, but that stupid security guard.. grr. it was so strange! and so random hey! he like.. came out of nowhere.. and like.. saw that i caught a tiny yellowtail.. he was like "that's too small!!" i was kinda freaking out.. but like. as i was abt to unhook it, then throw it back in, he like came over, picked up my rod then was like.. "don't take it off.. use it as live bait!" lol.. wat jj sed makes me keep thinkin abt how.. if u kn use the fish as live bait even if it's too small, y can't u just take it home and cook it...? lol! tt's so dumb hey!! but yeah. annyywayyy. he was totally freaking us out. think he was drunk.. but yeah.. he took my rod.. and was fishing with it for about half an hour.. i thought it was kinda rude though. like ppl dun go fishing to get interupted by security guards who want to fish with their rods? besides.. he was just kinda weird hey..

but yes. anyway. all day i've been working on my CIT essay. can't believe that liz wrote and finished it last week! luckily i've got a 1 week extension coz i was sick last week.. but yeeeahh. still doesn't make it any easier..

okay! going back to watching the biggest loser. haha. pretty gd results hey! see ya

*slight.downturn*

it's amazing how fast things can go from great to crap. but the worst thing of all is wen you don't know what's making things feel crap. when there's something tugging at your heart, wen there's something just telling you that things are going wrong. i definately know it's not uni.. coz tt's going fine.. something emotional. something deeper inside. i feel really incomplete.

hrm. what to do? i'm really not sure.

*the.cutest.picture!!*

keke. i came across the cutest picture on my brother's computer. heheheh. here it is! it definately deserves a spot on my blog! =D he looks exactly how i feel wenever i get disapointed.



cute heyy!!! hehehehe. i could just stare at him for hours!! hehehe. such a cutie.

*yup.good.reason.for.stress*

oooookieeee. yup. i really did have a good reason to stress about the accounting midsemester. it was hard!! well.. not so much hard.. just like, very confusing! as usual, they chucked in all this reversed crap. so i really had to think it out.. and it wasn't even sure wat i was doing!! i got so confused hey. grr! i reallllly dunno how it went. i'm sure i passed, but in light of the whole scholarship thing... i gotta make 70 or above! have u any idea how stressful that is? it's like a shadow constantly hanging over me. sometimes i really wish tt i didn't have to meet the expectations of the scholarship.. i'd like to think tt i'd be motivated to study even without the 70 average requirement... i mean, as blessed and as grateful that i am to have the scholarship, sometimes i think it's just making me go a lil crazy. i get so stressed over the littlest things.. eg. the management 100 unit!! like. my tutor is so crap hey. it's already week 6, we're meant to have met our group 5 times already, and know their names and contact details, and have started the group assignment. but noooooo. crappy tutor here din tell us anything. so here i'm left stranded, meant to do the group contract.. except.. i don't know anything. it's so totally gay. oh. did i mention it's due on tuesday? boo hoo hey! so crappy. i wish stuff would just be planne and organized. i do that muchhhh better.

annnywayyy. enough complaining for one day. lol! i'm going to get going now! laterzz.