yay!! flying bak tm!! well.. actually... today.. coz it's alreadi 2:16AM... hmmmm... i can't believe skool starts on monday! oh mann... these holidays went sooooo fast... it wasn't meant to go so fast eh! 2 whole months of living in s'pore.. there's so much i gotta do wen i get bak to perth tho.. the whole skool thing.. with all the books.. and then there's catching up with everyone too.. i'm dyying to play pool eh.. haven't played in a long while.. hehe. actually.. tt's not true.. i played during cny.. which was last week? but somehow it seems like forever! lol.. but i'm pretty sure i'll haf a pool buddy wen i get bak to perth.. hehehehe...

i can't help but worry abt my trombone... how crap am i gonna be!!! i haven't practiced at all! mannn.. i'm sooooo dead!!! i'm realli realli realli worried... plus this year i actually hafta practice.. i've got all the scales 'n stuff to do.. ah crap.. gonna be sooo much work... i'm scared.. i just hope everything goes ok.. there's so much tt can go wrong.. hmmm..

i guess it all comes back down to how my walk with the Lord is.. i just think u noe.. 'n keep tellin myself.. the one thing which i wanted to focus on this year.. the whole concept of my faith being the center of my life.. i figure tt since my faith IS the center of my life, then once i figure tt out.. 'n i get tt on the right track.. then if i maintain it, all the other aspects of my life should follow suit.. so at the moment.. the onli thing tt i want to do is to make sure tt i'm living a life which is pleasing to the Lord... somehow.. i noe this whole thing isn't an easy thing to do.. but i'm pretty sure tt if i realli realli try.. then i'll be able to do it.. =) i try to look at it like this..

i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. philippians 4:13

who noes... maybe i will survive this year... maybe i'll learn the most valuable lessons which life could ever teach me.. maybe it all just depends on how i look at things.. maybe maybe maybe.. i think it's best if i just live for wat i can, instead of living for wat i speculate could happen... if i don't live now, i just might miss everything.