school.. early mornings.. damn them.. i haatteee waking up before 8... it's too earli..

suprisingly.. skool's not too bad.. most of my classes are ok.. and the most suprising thing is tt intro calc ain't tt bad! i actually enjoy it...lol.. very very weird.. a complete change from last yr.. but i suppose it's all a gd change.. so it's all gd... =) the onli bad thing.. music.. i dunno if i should be doing it or not.. i've alreadi spoken to the HOD about changing.. 'n he's seriously reluctant to let me change.. is tt saying something? is tt a "sign" which is telling me tt i shouldn't change? i realli realli dunno eh.. but if i were to drop it.. i'd pick up jap.. picking it up could be a good thing actually.. 1. i'd learn another lanuage properly.. in more depth.. and 2. i'd probably enjoy it more..
enjoying it more is a gd thing u noe? coz i'd do better at something which i actually enjoy.. but there's 2 reasons y i'm wanting to change out of music.. firstly, bcoz the trombone is bcoming a pain in the butt.. i'm starting to look at it and immediately feel frustration. 'n tt's not a good thing.. definately not. i dun want to be committed to doing something which i feel absolute hatred towards. secondly, i haf a feeling tt i'll do better in jap than i would in music. sure the aural, theory and lit is absolutely fine. i actually enjoy tt. but still.. overall i think jap mite be better..

annywaayyy...i dunno.. i still gotta think abt things properly.. i'm realli not sure wat to do.. gotta go.. =)