omg... im in japan... and i cant find the apostrophe key on this laptop.. so.. theres not gonna be any in this post.. or any other post while im here.... anyywaaayyyy....

im in school now.. spending the 7th period in the library with the rest of everyone.. maannnn... i feel so deserted! pallas and i are the only 2 separated from the rest of the group... im gonna ask mr hunt tm whether i can join the rest for all of the classes... coz seriously eh.. i feel all alone.. even pallas isnt in my class.. and u noe.. my host? shes nice and all... but like.. i dunno if i can live like this for the next 3 weeks.. i seriously dread going back to her house eh.. its small as.. ive got a total of 1 square meter to live in.. suitcase, bags, sleeping, futon.. EVERYTHING into 1 freakin square meter.. not to mention their hallway.. it can only fit one person in it.. and my school bah barely fit through! and if uve seen my skl bag b4, ud not that its not that big... but stilllll... its like... crap!!! grrr... and plus.. my host.. shes anti eh... she used to be ok yesterday.. but i just realized that shes really anti today.. when shes arnd her friends, she doesnt say anything... and she goes straight home after skl to study.. she wakes up at 4 to study... then stops for breakfast at 6... she then leaves for skl at 7:45.. once shes home, she starts studying at 8 and finishes at 10.. then.. she sleeps at 11... maaaannn.... theres no shopping, no sports, no NOTHING! grrrrrr... its really really crap! there are some pretty nice girls in her class tho.. they laugh at every japanese word i say... lol... they asked me to go with them to eat sushi... but chihiro (my host) wont go bcoz i dun think shes friends with them. so how am i gonna get home? maaannnn... its so troublesome! oh and chihiro doesnt want me to go meet christine either.. which totally sux. i dun care eh. if she wont let me, im running away from home. lol. ill escape to muhuas hosts house. i swear eh. life is so unfair. muhuas host gave her her own room, then shes got her own double bed... plus.. she gets driven to skl everyday... grrrr... her house is double story.. and bigger than my house in oz! just imagine! heck.. they even gave her her own laptop to use! WITH the net! lol.. life.. is just so unfair.... nyeehhh...i just plan on making it the best i can.. and just trying to not cry.. i could eh. lol. really. i balled my eyes out last nite... but.. it din help.. figures tho... crying never helps. well.. it used to for me.. but nyeh.. not anymore. ok. gotta go. cyerrrzzzz! ull hear from me soon.. probably tonite... ciao.