*yellow.is.the.world*

it's kinda weird how u see things wen ur mind has gone boggled. everything seems really yellow to me now. it's quite funny! but hrm. the other thing. i've been thinking a lot. like. my mind's constantly been working. i was at the doc's this morning with my dad. and dad was telling dr. teh (our family doctor.. i've been seeing him since i was a lil bubba) abt the new church building. gave him an invitation to the dedication week. then they were talking abt the building and all tt. n dr. teh was like.. "ohhh. i don't know if i'll come. i've been living in isolation you know!" loll. to think abt it. he does seem like a pretty lonely guy. but.. who knew u noe? he looks like a regular doctor with his own thing going for him. but hrmm. i just think, it'd be kinda sad to turn out that way. like. work. home. work. home. make money. work. home. make more money. work. home. u noe?? it'd be such.. a boring life! makes me really wanna get out there and explore the world (when i'm better of course! =D) i really want to travel. see what God's creation is like. explore all i can. i can't wait!! i'm thinking.. that i will apply for that scholarship. the scholarship to curtin where u kn apply to study a year abroad in japan. i think it'll be fun. i know exchange last year wasn't so flash. but i think, living by myself could be a lot better. force me to make friends u noe? get to be that "out-there" person i've always wanted to be. and not to mention to make me move out of my comfort zone. even tho i don't like that feeling, i think it'll be good for me. a really good life changing experience. =) but thennn.. i'm really really really attatched to perth. i noe... some of u'z would think.. "what's there to be attatched to in perth?" or.. "perth's a hole!" lolll. but to me it's not! to me perth has been the best home ever hey. i've loved growing up here. and i love being able to call perth my home too. it's so peaceful and quiet. but it's lively when u want it to be. i think that perth is ultimately the best place for people to raise their kids. it's got that 'innocent' but 'dangerous-enough' nature. like.. not too fast moving.. but not entirely slow either. yeah. i definately think that if i move away for part of my life, once i get married and settle down, i'll come back to perth and live.. that's if i even make it out of here! who knows, maybe i'm stuck here for life... but that wouldn't be too bad either. i'm definately not dying to get out of here. i just think that it'd be nice. okay.. i'm rambling on and on and on. hahaha. whoops! okay. going to go! (i.e enuff reminiscing/dreaming of the future.. wait. can u reminisce abt the future? lol. uh-oh. gonna get that nostalgic feeling soon!! hahaha. okay okay okay.) toodles! =D