hahaha. whoops! was running late last time - went out for dinner with the chubs to celebrate nadia's b'day! i've got heaps of pics - i'll upload them later! i'm still trying to find a good freebie website that i can use to upload all my photobooks to.. hahah. i'll find one soon - in time for canada anyway. =))

well, i've got lots to say now. yesterday was my last day at curtin FS. it was a really good day suprizingly... (NOT like tuesday - what a crappy crap crap day!!!) but it was so sweet! people actually brought stuff in for morning tea! cecilia made rainbow jelly WITH fruits... loyda brought a fruit salad... and there were muffins, chips, biscuits, sausage rolls - just sooooo much food! oh! there were kumquats too. hahahahhah. had to live up to our azn-nesss. lol! it was just sad you know? i was kinda embarressed too... wasn't sure what to say, how to act etc... but yeah. i've gotta say that i loved working there. and who would've thought that hey! i mean phoebe? in a finance department? helllllll no. hahah. i'm freaking numbers adverse okay. lol. so yeah it was a big big big suprize! but i'm glad that i took the job and i'm glad that i stuck my feet into it - coz we all know how close i was to NOT taking the job. lol. but yeah - it gave me the chance to meet some really really great people - people with whom i think i'll be friends with for quite some time to come. =)) so yeah - it was just really sad leaving yesterday...

wellll with only 4 days left - i really shouldn't have plonked my butt down here (i'm sitting on the floor in my family room) and brought out blogger. hahaha. i've got sooooooo much stuff to do! go to the bank, buy the electrical converters, get my shampoo and conditioner, buy socks...! the list goes on and on and on! it's getting toooooo close! i've been plannning this trip for like months - maybe even years! and now when the time comes to leave, i'm sad! go figure!! i keep saying this, but it just sucks that i'm leaving at a point where everything in my life seems to make sense. everything and everyone who's important to me is here with me now - i'm just scared that when i leave and then come back (yes even though i know that 6 months isn't THAT long!), things will be different - and then i'll have to change and re-adjust all over again! i mean... i just can't imagine having to live through the year 2006 all over again. coz readjusting and changing would really make it feel that way. i guess i'm just scared. so call me a wuss, call me a scared-y-cat. i just have my doubts of whether or not i'm cut out for the solitary world. i need people! i need my friends, i need my family, i need my car, i need my room, i need my everything.

okay okay. this is no time to go and get sad now. tsk tsk tsk. i gotta flyyyyy. to the bank first anyway. =))

wish me a safe landing ;)

luv lots, pheebs.