i'm sad.

and i think i'm getting homesick. =(

i feel like i don't talk to people back home enough. and things here aren't that great either. like the place i'm staying is nice but everything seems run down. i.e. when i first got here, the hairdryer didn't work. my lamp didn't work. there wasn't any light in my room. the fridge didn't get cold. and the room was pretty dirty. how's THAT for a welcome!!

i reeealllyyy miss home. i miss my family (yes i know my mum's with me now... but even though she's here i just keep thinkin abt how i'm gonna feel once she's gone!). i miss the chubs. i miss all my uni friends. i miss my car. i miss my room. i just miss my routine!!

so you know me and the kind of person i am... everyone here is like.. totally opposite!! most of the ppl here have been partying like every night, hitting pubs, bars and clubs every night... there's always music goin on and it's pretty loud at times... i.e. tonight i got an invite to go crosstown to some bar. lol. okay so i have a legit reason for not going - i'm not legal here yet. hahah. coz the drinkin/gambling age is 19. but stillllll. i'm just worried that like once semester starts and we've got all those assignments - they'll still be partying hard! lol. coz u know wat i'm like with distractions. hahah. and besides.. i kinda feel like a goody-two-shoes here atm.. lol. as in, i don't really like to drink - even recreationally... and my intention in coming here whilst to travel was actually to STUDY and to broaden the scope of my intellectual environment. it's probably a stupid thing that i feel this way and it should pass eventually - but i kinda feel like that right now... and i just kinda feel out of place. =S

anywayyyy. after all this venting, i'm still really knackered. so i'm gonna crash.

nite nite. and wish me luck.

luv, pheebs.