misunderstanding

does it ever bug you that people around you don't understand what you mean by certain actions or the things you say?

sometimes i get so bugged out that people who i expect to know me, they suprize me by making really suave comments about me, when it's totally not true! it really takes strength to be able to just suck it up and move on and try to not really care about what they say or how they look at you from then on. it's sorta like a hovering cloud which proliferates by the second.

on another note. the young adults camp.

it certainly made me re-think things. see, dean and ronnie were encouraging us to take a look at our paths and to determine what our destiny is. the whole idea of taking baby steps towards it was really refreshing. yet, it was kinda confusing at the same time. i guess i've always questioned what my God-given identity is. i've not really felt the certainty which other people have felt. i'm just wading my way through in a way, trying to hear it.

anyhow, the new perspective is warmly welcomed. anything to keep fresh. ;)

oh and for the first time, i really wasn't in a snapping mood. lol. so i didn't take ANY pics at all from the whole weekend. hahaha. whoooops. =p