ahh!! skl fotos tm.. haha...
all da gals r gonna rock up wif their faces plastered wif animal-tested crap.. lol... '
cept me of course..!=) oh ever so natural.. heh.. tho.. tm will realli suck... gotta be at skl @ 7:30 in da mornin! i'm not even usually AWAKE then! lol.. crappy music fotos..
see? if i sed NO to continue being in symphonic.. then i wouldn't hafta go.. or even if i was demoted to being in senior.. then i wouldn't hafta go... trust me to make tt crappy decision.. ah shesh...
this song.. is good.. =)
[along life's road
there will be sunshine and rain
roses and thorns, laughter and pain
and 'cross the miles
you will face mountains so steep
deserts so long and valleys so deep
sometimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
but i want you to remember
i want you to know]
[you will never walk alone
as long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you
all the way and
you may feel you're far from home
but home is where He is
and He'll be there down every road
you will never walk alone]
[the path will wind
and you will find wonders and fears
labors of love and a few fallen tears
across the years
there will be some twists and turns
mistakes to make and lessons to learn
sometimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
but i want you to remember wherever you may go]
[along life's road
there will be sunshine and rain
roses and thorns, laughter and pain
and 'cross the miles
you will face mountains so steep
deserts so long and valleys so deep
sometimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
but i want you to remember
i want you to know]
[you will never walk alone
as long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you
all the way and
you may feel you're far from home
but home is where He is
and He'll be there down every road
you will never walk alone]
[the path will wind
and you will find wonders and fears
labors of love and a few fallen tears
across the years
there will be some twists and turns
mistakes to make and lessons to learn
sometimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
but i want you to remember wherever you may go]
bleugh.
japanese. bleugh.
crap teacher. japanese. bleugh
want to quit. crap teacher. japanese. bleugh
want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh
want to protest. want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh
help me. want to protest. want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh
yeah.
you get the picture.
japanese. bleugh.
crap teacher. japanese. bleugh
want to quit. crap teacher. japanese. bleugh
want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh
want to protest. want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh
help me. want to protest. want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh
yeah.
you get the picture.
aiyohh.... so many tests! ahhh... i suppose it's all a welcome to the life of yr 11 tho ey? hmm... test here, test there.. oh! and another one too! sheessshhh... tho otha pplz haf survived it all.. i'm pretty sure i can.. lol.. tho i hate studying.. i talk to myself too much... hah... ppl will prob think i'm weird now.. ah weelll.. i'm pretty normal.. i think?
tho.. so much stuff has been going on (since i last blogged anyway)... bitch bitch bitch here.. and then some nice suckin-up comments to da teacher... geezz.. dus everyone hafta do tt? bsides.. it's not onli just to the teacher either.. it's to ppl hu we could ignore if we actually wanted to! sooooo pointless... it kinda means tt no one reali noes wat anyone else thinks of them bcoz no one actually tells the truth... tt's so.. hypocritical on our parts tho... coz everone ses tt they want everyone else to like them.. but they go round bitchin themselves? such a contradiction...
oh! annddd. stupid blake.. freakin' yr 9... y do they all make me debate against them???!!!??? ssheeshh.. it's my lunchtime 'swell! as if i dun get enuff time to debate issues which i personally don't realli care abt (even tho my entire subject [p&L] revovles arnd them)... stuff like euthanasia, abortions and the realli crappy - same sex marriages! it's like.. didn't the australian society ever come up with a DIFFERENT issue? geeeeez... tt's all we tokk abt in p&L.. but besides tt.. can u believe.. blake actually thinks tt prositution should be LEGAL.. can u believe it? well.. at least u noe wat he thinks women should do for a living.. but i dun think he actually took into consideration the fact that these women are actually getting PAID for it.. or rather.. these men are the ones who are paying FOR it... all lunchtime it seemed tt his argument was based arnd the fact tt the meaning of life is to reproduce.. but.. paying for tt? i dun think so... considering tt a fair few of these women afta gettin paid for it.. would hafta go n spend tt money on gettin consultation from docs 'n pshycols in order to get an abortion anyway! so it completely defeats the purpose on gettin' pregnant in an illegal way in the first place... see blake? there is a reason y things like tt which firstly is IMMORAL, are illegal...
aiyohh.... don't want to think abt legal stuff any more.. had enuff of it... gotta go..
tho.. so much stuff has been going on (since i last blogged anyway)... bitch bitch bitch here.. and then some nice suckin-up comments to da teacher... geezz.. dus everyone hafta do tt? bsides.. it's not onli just to the teacher either.. it's to ppl hu we could ignore if we actually wanted to! sooooo pointless... it kinda means tt no one reali noes wat anyone else thinks of them bcoz no one actually tells the truth... tt's so.. hypocritical on our parts tho... coz everone ses tt they want everyone else to like them.. but they go round bitchin themselves? such a contradiction...
oh! annddd. stupid blake.. freakin' yr 9... y do they all make me debate against them???!!!??? ssheeshh.. it's my lunchtime 'swell! as if i dun get enuff time to debate issues which i personally don't realli care abt (even tho my entire subject [p&L] revovles arnd them)... stuff like euthanasia, abortions and the realli crappy - same sex marriages! it's like.. didn't the australian society ever come up with a DIFFERENT issue? geeeeez... tt's all we tokk abt in p&L.. but besides tt.. can u believe.. blake actually thinks tt prositution should be LEGAL.. can u believe it? well.. at least u noe wat he thinks women should do for a living.. but i dun think he actually took into consideration the fact that these women are actually getting PAID for it.. or rather.. these men are the ones who are paying FOR it... all lunchtime it seemed tt his argument was based arnd the fact tt the meaning of life is to reproduce.. but.. paying for tt? i dun think so... considering tt a fair few of these women afta gettin paid for it.. would hafta go n spend tt money on gettin consultation from docs 'n pshycols in order to get an abortion anyway! so it completely defeats the purpose on gettin' pregnant in an illegal way in the first place... see blake? there is a reason y things like tt which firstly is IMMORAL, are illegal...
aiyohh.... don't want to think abt legal stuff any more.. had enuff of it... gotta go..
school.. early mornings.. damn them.. i haatteee waking up before 8... it's too earli..
suprisingly.. skool's not too bad.. most of my classes are ok.. and the most suprising thing is tt intro calc ain't tt bad! i actually enjoy it...lol.. very very weird.. a complete change from last yr.. but i suppose it's all a gd change.. so it's all gd... =) the onli bad thing.. music.. i dunno if i should be doing it or not.. i've alreadi spoken to the HOD about changing.. 'n he's seriously reluctant to let me change.. is tt saying something? is tt a "sign" which is telling me tt i shouldn't change? i realli realli dunno eh.. but if i were to drop it.. i'd pick up jap.. picking it up could be a good thing actually.. 1. i'd learn another lanuage properly.. in more depth.. and 2. i'd probably enjoy it more..
enjoying it more is a gd thing u noe? coz i'd do better at something which i actually enjoy.. but there's 2 reasons y i'm wanting to change out of music.. firstly, bcoz the trombone is bcoming a pain in the butt.. i'm starting to look at it and immediately feel frustration. 'n tt's not a good thing.. definately not. i dun want to be committed to doing something which i feel absolute hatred towards. secondly, i haf a feeling tt i'll do better in jap than i would in music. sure the aural, theory and lit is absolutely fine. i actually enjoy tt. but still.. overall i think jap mite be better..
annywaayyy...i dunno.. i still gotta think abt things properly.. i'm realli not sure wat to do.. gotta go.. =)
suprisingly.. skool's not too bad.. most of my classes are ok.. and the most suprising thing is tt intro calc ain't tt bad! i actually enjoy it...lol.. very very weird.. a complete change from last yr.. but i suppose it's all a gd change.. so it's all gd... =) the onli bad thing.. music.. i dunno if i should be doing it or not.. i've alreadi spoken to the HOD about changing.. 'n he's seriously reluctant to let me change.. is tt saying something? is tt a "sign" which is telling me tt i shouldn't change? i realli realli dunno eh.. but if i were to drop it.. i'd pick up jap.. picking it up could be a good thing actually.. 1. i'd learn another lanuage properly.. in more depth.. and 2. i'd probably enjoy it more..
enjoying it more is a gd thing u noe? coz i'd do better at something which i actually enjoy.. but there's 2 reasons y i'm wanting to change out of music.. firstly, bcoz the trombone is bcoming a pain in the butt.. i'm starting to look at it and immediately feel frustration. 'n tt's not a good thing.. definately not. i dun want to be committed to doing something which i feel absolute hatred towards. secondly, i haf a feeling tt i'll do better in jap than i would in music. sure the aural, theory and lit is absolutely fine. i actually enjoy tt. but still.. overall i think jap mite be better..
annywaayyy...i dunno.. i still gotta think abt things properly.. i'm realli not sure wat to do.. gotta go.. =)
oh gosh! it feel sooooo gd to be back home.. everything feels sooo different! it feels as if 2 months has been forever! everything seems so foreign.. but it feels gd to haf a proper fridge now! not to mention a freezer!! b4 in s'pore, my freezer din even freeze stuff! lol.. pain in the bum actually.. AND! now.. i haf a proper washing machine! which doesn't take like 4 hours to get ONE load done.. =P feels sooo gd to be home... can't wait to jump into bed.. but first i gotta make it.. lol... oh well.. 2:34am.. i prob should go... go set everything up... i'll be bak later.. =)
yay!! flying bak tm!! well.. actually... today.. coz it's alreadi 2:16AM... hmmmm... i can't believe skool starts on monday! oh mann... these holidays went sooooo fast... it wasn't meant to go so fast eh! 2 whole months of living in s'pore.. there's so much i gotta do wen i get bak to perth tho.. the whole skool thing.. with all the books.. and then there's catching up with everyone too.. i'm dyying to play pool eh.. haven't played in a long while.. hehe. actually.. tt's not true.. i played during cny.. which was last week? but somehow it seems like forever! lol.. but i'm pretty sure i'll haf a pool buddy wen i get bak to perth.. hehehehe...
i can't help but worry abt my trombone... how crap am i gonna be!!! i haven't practiced at all! mannn.. i'm sooooo dead!!! i'm realli realli realli worried... plus this year i actually hafta practice.. i've got all the scales 'n stuff to do.. ah crap.. gonna be sooo much work... i'm scared.. i just hope everything goes ok.. there's so much tt can go wrong.. hmmm..
i guess it all comes back down to how my walk with the Lord is.. i just think u noe.. 'n keep tellin myself.. the one thing which i wanted to focus on this year.. the whole concept of my faith being the center of my life.. i figure tt since my faith IS the center of my life, then once i figure tt out.. 'n i get tt on the right track.. then if i maintain it, all the other aspects of my life should follow suit.. so at the moment.. the onli thing tt i want to do is to make sure tt i'm living a life which is pleasing to the Lord... somehow.. i noe this whole thing isn't an easy thing to do.. but i'm pretty sure tt if i realli realli try.. then i'll be able to do it.. =) i try to look at it like this..
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. philippians 4:13
who noes... maybe i will survive this year... maybe i'll learn the most valuable lessons which life could ever teach me.. maybe it all just depends on how i look at things.. maybe maybe maybe.. i think it's best if i just live for wat i can, instead of living for wat i speculate could happen... if i don't live now, i just might miss everything.
i can't help but worry abt my trombone... how crap am i gonna be!!! i haven't practiced at all! mannn.. i'm sooooo dead!!! i'm realli realli realli worried... plus this year i actually hafta practice.. i've got all the scales 'n stuff to do.. ah crap.. gonna be sooo much work... i'm scared.. i just hope everything goes ok.. there's so much tt can go wrong.. hmmm..
i guess it all comes back down to how my walk with the Lord is.. i just think u noe.. 'n keep tellin myself.. the one thing which i wanted to focus on this year.. the whole concept of my faith being the center of my life.. i figure tt since my faith IS the center of my life, then once i figure tt out.. 'n i get tt on the right track.. then if i maintain it, all the other aspects of my life should follow suit.. so at the moment.. the onli thing tt i want to do is to make sure tt i'm living a life which is pleasing to the Lord... somehow.. i noe this whole thing isn't an easy thing to do.. but i'm pretty sure tt if i realli realli try.. then i'll be able to do it.. =) i try to look at it like this..
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. philippians 4:13
who noes... maybe i will survive this year... maybe i'll learn the most valuable lessons which life could ever teach me.. maybe it all just depends on how i look at things.. maybe maybe maybe.. i think it's best if i just live for wat i can, instead of living for wat i speculate could happen... if i don't live now, i just might miss everything.
hmmm... 3 days left in s'pore! now.. things are kinda rushed... turns out i won't be able to catch up with all the church pplz coz of their skool 'n everything.. hmm.. regret... something i'm totally familiar with... somehow.. everything arnd me starts to remind me of regret... oh crap.. now being "nicely-kicked-off" the computer.. will finish this later.. =)
finally!! first cny in s'pore! big thing? umm... welllll... from a families' perspective.. not realli... i mean.. it's kinda kewl bcoz of the whole "tradition" thing.. but.. its not like.. realli B-I-G.. if u noe wat i mean.. afta the reunion dinner (which was like.. sooooooooo much fooodd!!!) we sat arnd.. with one of my cuzin's, trying to convince everyone to go to OCC (a country club) to play pool.. butttt....we ended up sitting arnd for the next hour 'n a bit just talking.. talking abt going out to play pool.. sooo... we then came up with the idea to go to chinatown.. which at 11:30pm on cny EVE, was NOT.. i repeat NOT a good idea.. so in the end we stuck with pool...BUT! wen we got to OCC... pool was closed.. soooo.. bowling was the next preference.. annywayy... we ended up bowling.. i bowled soo craappp.... 105 was my top score out of 3 games.. ahh weelll... we all haf our gd 'n bad days i suppose... but yeah.. it was fun.. hehe... =D it'd been a while since i went bowling with ALL of my cuzins.. (minus 2..) its like.. even the older ones went.. like the one who JUST got married.. lol... kinda makes me realli appreciative of how close my family can be sometimes... 'n its like.. things are comfortable u noe? i see these guyz like once every four-five years? 'n still... its as if we see each other everyday... sure we don't realli know each other.. but... regardless of tt.. we still can treat each other with such love and care! its kind of a good feeling.. i mean no matter who the person is.. i guess everyone likes to feel loved.. rite? but overall.. it was a good nite.. 'n i just thank God for wat He's given me...
oh man.. its been aaggeess since i last posted.. hah.. lol.. trust me to forget bout this.. oopz! but yeaahhhhh.....happy new year everyone! lol...even tho its like... 3 weeks late? heahea.. but yeah...now its due time to wish everyone a happy CHINESE new year.. so gong xi fa cai annddd... xing nian quai le..! sorry if my ping yin is wrong.. but oopz... i gotta go now.. ah well... will find other time to update this... b4 i go bak to skool 'neways... but yeah... ciao! =D *gRiNz*
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